"The Ocarina Cycle", characters from "The Legend of Zelda", Photoshop CS6, completion time: ~7 hours
VERY rough estimate on completion time, I didn’t really pay attention.
The first of the prints I’m doing for a con later this year! I love the N64 Zelda games SO GODDAMN MUCH, and I wanted to do something really cool to represent both of them. I’m so happy with this piece, I pretty much don’t know what to say!
Before Bayonetta 2 Direct:
After Bayonetta 2 Direct:
- Before jerking off : i would literally suck 6 dicks rn
- After jerking off : men are gross
I’m so tired of the shame I have for loving niche entertainment and being attracted to men. I can tell myself I’m proud of my interests but then I still have to be in a world where I stay silent while my coworkers socialize, where I feel so inappropriate and wrong while having a conversation in public about my life, where even my own romantic partners have made me feel bad for being attracted to them, where people assume I love either sports or Beyonce and think I’m fucked up if I don’t.
I guess I need to learn to talk about other stuff besides the things that give me pleasure. Maybe I could talk about philosophy, life, cultural issues, I don’t know, something else. I just feel so woefully ignorant and inarticulate about most things, and I only feel comfortable enough to speak freely around a very, very small number of people. Actually, no one, right now, I guess.
Time to relearn how to be ok when I don’t have anyone I can relate to.
When I think of all the people I could talk to now, I only see those who would make me feel ashamed for my weird interests or those who are already too burdened for me to bother them with my thoughts.
I used to be relatively ok without opening up to anyone. But I was able to expend more energy to distract and occupy myself back then.